The same sad

Do you know 

The same sadness at the end of the world 

Though the sun rises from the east every day  

There is no dream  

Only the cry in the shadowy place    

If you go ahead           

The realistic appearance of the world will appear in front of you 

That is the truth  

Nobody would like to mention  

There is no any hope of the life of me 

I live only because I am live 

Hatred, power andsecularare not will to compromise for me  

I can not give up my bottom line too 

For my exhausting,the deceased have been forgotten  

It has been lucky to escape from their place   

The Traces of My Heart

How heavy this mental burden is     

That I am bearing    

As if I once have known it    

But cannot say for sure When it has happened 

Don’t let any person to see the traces of happiness or sadness in my heart   

There is no expression to express a real emotion on my face     

And your smile is so bright     

I don’t know whether you are a friend or a spy

The people around like a group of shadow     

Exciting to attack me       

Every day they are happy to have such a cruel entertainment  

Originally that is just a trap for a particular purpose   

You and all of them are set pieces

The undercurrent

There is no sound of the future

It is just a noisy affair now        

Because they are very crazy        

Extremely                        

Sound waves are on the jump         

Hitting the rhythm of my heart      

Wanting to get into my narrow field         

They want to occupy my mind       

Then to control the material of mine for their master     

Their desires are controlled by the people of the upper  

For the sake of their tomorrow and the hope of their future   

Though they and I are all powerless people     

There are still a lot of differences between them and me

Because of the different position  and the distinct spirit

People who have the common interests become friends 

My Melancholy

I go to the mysterious wilderness                 

Where there is the past hidden meditation           

The answering to a riddle in reality is oscillating     

Maybe the illusion in fog is the truth                

I need that cruel evidence                        

Or lose the courage of life without it                

With a sense of deep sorrow                      

That is in pieces                                   

In the way of my life                               

Following like the shadow                          

When is the end of this unfortunate                  

It’s seems that I could not see the sun of tomorrow     

The hope of life is always out of reach for me          

I have been imprisoned in a cage by the power and money

Until tomorrow that can't guess    

Since I was born                   

Being in a daze

Should't stand in the doorway 
Not to go in

And not to go out,either

God put me at the door

Not to go in

And not to go out,either

I understand there is no mine inside 

And there is no mine outside 

I've spent my whole life  

To stray from one heart to the other heart never ending 

After a rising hope 

Disappointment was soon at hand 

The twisted course of life always belongs to me 

The society has its class attribute

The gap due to the hatred is deeper 

One day the angry volcano must be outburst

In its own manner

The lamentable existence

All the time

Driving others to regard me as a target

Their power secretly surrounded me   

They were Tight as a whole

For the same purpose

Everywhere and every moment

There were too many of them

In the way of mine

Ordinary people could not think of this

In addition to my understanding

Who am I

No one gives me the answer for sure

But I must be someone

Who are they?

They are not necessarily someone

Who but only follow the purpose of those upper persons

Who is hiding intentions on the back

Or for the obscure meaning

Because of being not convenient to do it

But their manipulating everything

The affectionate water

The affectionate water

Where are you from

And where are you going

You come for the love

Also will go away because of  the feeling

The wisdom of water

You are so deep beyond imagination

Unraveling

Only to escape to the end of the world

Not to want to go back forever

The wandering water

Flowing and gurgling

Are no purpose for helplessness

Just to flow downwards

And to flow downwards

After sublimating  

Then to fall from the sky

The flood water 

Could not be picked up

Wherever there is the love

There are the curse, the disaster and the evil 

In trouble

Some of the people in the world

Have a wrong love

Or are in a trouble of love

Not to solve the entanglement

The pursuit of unrequited love

Cannot be safe and sound overnight

I waste my life in waiting and escaping

Or being helpless

Or being in pain

Or being angry

I don't know

What kind of love have the fragrance of flowers

Of course,some people succumb to the life

But some persons are still struggling for their ideal

In the world

There are so many unpleasant things

So nothing is perfect

We are in pain

That is an endless cycle

The lover in name

The heart of the lover

That is covered with a robe in black

Float to the decadent edge

With the accompanying music of sadness outside

And a cup of bitter coffee

The sadness that no one care about

Could have a little loose freedom  

In the face of

The endless night

With people coming and going.

They passed close by me

In the desire of the metropolis

Because of being in the surroundings of power

I desire for freedom

And hope to flounced out of the block

The world like a big prison with no walls

Which money and power are the best shackles

That autumn

In that autumn     

Yellow leaves descending from trees   

Which seemed a degenerate scene unexpectedly  

And there would not be the day to meet again forever  

Waiting for the afterlife  

There would be the next life to wait   

In the invisible cry     

After that 

The voice of my dead mother  

And other voices of ghosts  

Say to me every day

Between my sleeping and waking   

Earth and the heaven is not far away 

The power of the spirit can penetratethe foreign space  

That is my spiritual sustenance  

And  gave me the courage to live  

My Life

My life

Has been walking in the dark tunnel

There is the fierce dog’s bark

endless out of sight

Although there is some panic

I have always been strong

Not to be afraid of any evil

I really don't have to be afraid of it

This is the place of sunshine

But they always introduce me into the darkness

And start to deal with me

So I have to be singing and singing

Using the songs to disperse the danger

To support the eave in great peril

This is a society

In which I can’t see the light

Only warriors who go to great extremes

can get millionaires to crouch down at their feet

The scenery of autumn

It seems that I am like the fallen leaves

In the kingdom of heaven

To fall in this pathetic world

And to Roam everywhere

With no purpose

There is not a lover who needs to be concerned

I leave with ease and luxury

Never intending to go back

The persons who have conspiracy

Prostrating and hiding in the dark to peer

Just still stirred

I walk blindly

In the midst of so many terrible voices

And weird shadows

Are forever not escaped from me

The fight  goes on every day

Which is wrestling with heart

They have power and astronomical amounts of wealth

I only have writing lonely

How great the power of the mind is

No Title

Outside the window  

The day was very cheerless
So I didn’t see his expression clearly
The wind blew the shades of dancing trees
And threw it into the room    
Which was a bizarre scene    

The spring in the air was farther and farther
The heat wave rose in summer
Beautiful fantasy had to face with the harsh reality     
The one who should be separated must go early
Then the lonely heart was not injured    

This affection partly accepting and partly rejecting was very clear
As if the flower in summer
Had to be in full bloom for one season
And disappeared soon

The monologue of an actress

To be a growing older and feeble performer

I stand on the lonely stage

Facing the dazzling light and countless deep eyes below

I repent of my ugly soul

Your affectionate love has caused my crime

And made me cycling in this world

But fate has doomed

You and I are in different dimensional space

In a different environment

I play a different role in my life.

This is the nature and requirements of life

I try to keep a real myself

But others force me to be completely false  

The ones will get the most wealth

Whose acting is the best 

My future baby

My future baby

When you are only a foetus

They are worried about

How to kill you

They find many reason to support their allegations

My future baby

You have been more than four months old

But I have never gone to a hospital checking for you

Because they always nobble doctors and nurses

My future baby

You are a love child

Your father is an unknown man

Who is an adult youth

My future baby

I can’t guarantee

You will come into the world safely

Because of no eligible and no huge wealth

This is a brutal society

A leaf

You were still affectionate though

The temporal imprisonment made you only disappear

I deposited a leaf of yours in my box

That was attached to your strange memories

My love

Since suffering countless setbacks of love

I have lost the perception of love

Ripples in my heart are written in water

Because there will be a storm in sadly tomorrow

Which must hit my heart

Not keeping any attachment

Belonging to you

So I left like a leaf

And could not find the direction

It has been already late autumn

I don’t find the road to return

Saying to the sun

I am the moon

When you cast blazing and brilliant rays on me

Reflecting out the misted silver brightness

I am dim and gloomy

Though thirst for the brightness

But can't emit light and heat

Just depending on the favor of gushing and effusive you

As your ray migrates

I disappear in the boundless and indistinct dark night

The meaning of the cloud

Don't pay any attention to the love

That was a cloud in the remotest place

Going through all kinds of hardships and difficulties

And floating closely

She has already become thin

And broken up suddenly

For decades

I've always been hoping the arrival of the love

But the persons whom I could accept have never come to me

The short and ugly men with the support of power

Have been pestering me endlessly

Being stuck in a trap I couldn't go out

There is no chance I could find forever

This world is so strange

Which money and power decide everything

My downfall

Was I seeing you

Yes,I was

I was seeing something

But I was seeing nothing in my mind

And was in a confused state of mind

I no longer considered anything             

Just like a leaf of autumn

Going with the wind

So falling without fundus  

I didn’t love you

But I must play with you

To avoid the entanglement of the other one

I didn’t dislike you

But it was impossible that we would have the future

I was at the end of the world

Because I had gotten nothing

After experiencing more than half of life

My life is a tragedy

Always

The poet’s road

Is always full of twists and turns

Her life

Is always decadent and helpless

Challenging hardships

She fears no magnates

And struggle with the fate

In reality

Everything goes athwart with her  

Who is down and out

She always will be out of the ruck

After fifty years of her death

She need excitement,sadness and tears

And also need the fantastic and romantic dream

Because of thinking

Don’t break the foam thoroughly for her

Leave some beautiful thing to her

She will become vulgar slowly

And will come down in real life

In the unforeseeable future

It is the time for ending the game

Because I knew too much

Or I am clever to discover their something,

Now I face a very seirous situation

That I must kill someone in the face of danger 

Or they will kill me.

If I am a more innocent person,

I’m not qualified to live,

Because their hands stained with too much blood.

I am regretting

That I have played these games too hard.

Where ignorance is bliss ,

It is folly to be wise,

Which it is Chinese old saying

And it is very difficult to do that for me

Because I’am their focus,

A descendant of these murdered persons.